saturday 19th

rose wine, sunshine, sushi, some exercise in heels, watching Apprentice,  awesome multitasking. only missing a boyfriend. well, he comes back from work tomorrow morning...

Arttu wants to go somewhere with a boat now, so ill take hm somewhere...maybe Karaköy fish restaurants or Tünel...

i should arrange stuff for the Rome trip. besides the hostel i booked. to meet people. the hostel has a 35 yr age limit for shared dorms. well im 32 so ill pass but damn, hows that for making me feel old?? wow. i dont quite look 32 but clearly older than the average hostel crowd anyway...  in the past couple yrs while traveling i sometimes get this feeling, like i dont belong. the 20something backpacking hipsters...  well i was never like that actually but now im definitely not. but why feel uncomfrotable sometimes. well its just sometimes. i am happy at 32, its just the feeling i might get from other people or the athmosphere...well i dont know. i will pay attention to the source on my upcoming trip :)